Currently feeling lost in action & speech
So i haven't been here in awhile! rawrr, i've been busy working and going back to school! What a great two weeks summer off huh~! lol.. So let's update! Lately, i've been feeling as though him&i are drifting further & further apart.. it's as though i don't even know who he is anymore. i feel as though everything that comes out of his mouth is to tease me & that everything he says are all lies. I hate to feel that way just because i trust him the most out of everyone. With this barrier, & how much of a stranger he is to me now, i can't help but not feel the same love towards him as i once did.

there were just too many disappointments, one after the other.. & everything tells me that he's just not that into me. i can't seem to accept that JUST yet though. i guess deep down, i still hope that one day he'll love me the same way, but really robin??? that's not gon' happen! Right now though, i'm pretty busy, so i don't pay much attention to things between us. guess it's better that way~