Currently feeling not up to par...
the worst feeling in the world is knowing that you're other half doesn't fucking love you. i don't care how many times the guy tells me it's not true,, if he's treating me the way he does, then clearly my intuition tells me otherwise... that's fine. he doesn't think it's gonna work out, that's fine. just don't talk to me anymore. that's fine too.

whatever, i dont care anymore... i need to stop putting myself down. ill find someone who'll truly love me. i don't fucking care anymore. he can go be with his friends. hope he's fucking happy about it. because he just lost the best girlfriend in the fucking world. truthfully... i just need a shoulder to let my feelings out right now... one day ill meet somebody who'll treat me the way im to be treated..