Currently feeling somewhat content & satisfied with life
lately i feel as though there's so much drama in my life. it's like there's too many things to get done, yet i have no time. and when i do have time?? i spend my time wasting away with the boyfriend. not that i hate that, but it's like HORRIBLE. why? because sometimes, when i NEED to do schoolwork, i end up hanging with him instead. i'm horrible, i know.. and it's not like we even do anything too. drives me nuts, why can't he be more MAN?! in other words, surprise me (not necessarily with actual things) but like.. take me somewhere spontaneously. god, i dont know.

things feel so bland in life lately. i think i just need to spend more time with friends, and less time with the boyfriend. exactly what he's good at doing, that fucker. whatever.